Make A List (Bella and Jasper)
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She used to tell me this all the time. She’d tell me to sit down in the quiet and make a list about the good and the bad. She’d tell me that eventually I would see what I want. Maybe this time my mom’s method would work as well. Hopefully, I’ll be able to see something new.
Okay, let’s start with the pros to marrying Edward.
- Officially becoming a part of Cullen family.
- Volturi won’t kill me
- Edward is polite.
This was a lot shorter than I thought it would be. I was hoping that maybe it would be longer. Give me more to look forward to.
Stretching the muscles in my hand I got ready to write the con part. I had hopes that it wouldn’t be too long.
Cons of marrying Edward.
- He’s controlling and will be for eternity.
- Volturi will kill me if I don’t.
- I’d have to say goodbye to everyone.
- No more freedom, Edward will always be around
- I don’t love him.
- He’s not Jasper.
- HE’S NOT JASPER
My hand stopped and at once threw the pen out of my grasp. I loved Jasper. I loved Jasper and he’s gone.
I have to go after him.
I grabbed my empty school bag and threw the list inside. I grabbed some clothing, and headed out, I needed to find Jasper.
I hurriedly walked down the stairs, I needed to leave before the others got back. I opened my front door and stopped in my tracks. “Jasper.” I whispered. Takin in his warm smile. I jumped wrapping my arms around him. “I love you. I’m sorry.” I whispered into his ear, because I did love him. And no one compared to him. I only wanted him.